Sunday 7 December 2014

Dear Dad

Dear Dad

Dear Dad,

4years since I last spoke to you,
"It's not my responsibility, it's yours too"
I cried so many tears for you recently, just thinking about when it might be...
Will I turn a corner and you'll be there, as I glance at you and you hold a stare.
Don't be silly, I think to myself.

I don't live where I once lived,
I've moved on with my life and unfortunately you have missed...
The city is lovely, you've probably been here, it's could of been when I was there standing close, near.
Don't be silly, I think to myself.

I saw a picture of you today,
For a moment you looked just like Ray!
I do miss you I hope you remember that, but let's be honest here.. You have been a twat!
You hurt me bad back then, but now the years have gone by, we're all growing up now, maybe it's time to say "hi"
Don't be silly, I think to myself

I was your princess, and you was the king... Your job to say yes to "Can I give her this ring?"
I remember you said, I won't be at your big day... It broke my heart and pushed me further away.
Your my father your meant to be there...
Silence, and you gave me a stare
Don't be silly, I think to myself

One day I will ring you and you will answer the phone.. I will say "hi dad, it's your daughter Simone"
"I missed you so much" I know you will say.. Then pick your phone up and call me today!
"It's not my responsibility, it's yours too" this replays in my head when I think of you.
Maybe one day,  I always think to myself...

Love Simone
         X

I know this poem has no pattern and doesn't read well. I didn't pass English until I got to collage,  it wasn't a lesson learning about how to write a poem though!
This was more of a poem to let out my feelings. Over the past few months dreams have been popping up where I bump into my dad, I'm the dream he doesn't know who I am and ignore me.
I do often wonder if he would recognise me if I pass him now.


Monday 5 May 2014

Pouting

I Just Don't get it...


Why do all us girls (some guys too) think we look good pouting in pictures, I know I'm as bad as some for doing it. I looked through my pictures and nearly every other one was a pout! Its not a good look!

Maybe in our heads with think, my lips will look sexier and more appealing to kiss or my cheek bones will look amazing... we are all wrong! If anything its screws up our lips making them look like a 70 years old mouth. Ok some people have the perfect lips to pout but lets face it, pouting isn't going to make us look like we are sexy like the ones we all see... the photoshop ones.. we all looks like ducks! Smiling is alot more attractive!

Fair enough we all like to pose and have fun taking picture with our freinds, having a joke around. Its the #selfies we all take at home on our own when we've just applied our make up (so we know we look hot for the 68 pictures we're about to take)

Ok my rant is over but I think we should all start smiling :D





Tuesday 22 April 2014

Easter

Hiya!

I hope you all had an amazing Easter!!

After running the marathon I had a lovely amount of time off work, to relax and get my muscles back to normal. Tomorrow is my first day back which I'm in two minds about. Although being off work has felt amazing I am a little bit bored now and feel like I need to get out the house, need to see some peoples faces and have a laugh. On the other hand waking up and not having to rush around the house getting ready and being able to spend time in my lovely new home still feels better.

Oh to be part time, would be amazing to do half a day so I could get out the house for a bit but spend my day chilling and doing stuff at home! I envy you guys working 9-1's and the 10-2's!!

Whilst on holiday I have found myself watching a lot of TV... yes I know **BORING** I could of definitely spend my holiday doing better things. I can't help but mention an advert that comes on the TV that I really do not understand. Both me and my boyfriend watch it over n over and can't work it out!

It's the Money Supermarket advert, where Phil saved £304 on his car insurance and because of that he feels 'EPIC'. Don't get me wrong it's a very catchy advert and it has clearly caught my attention, but when he pulls away and 'drives' down the road in no car, the only message that is passed to me is that he saves money on his insurance because he doesn't buy a car. If someone was to ask me to explain what Money Supermarket do, I would have to say... convinced me not to buy a car :) £304 is a week n half of work for me.

Thanks to Money Supermarket I saved £1000 for not buying a car. I'm sure in 3 months time I will have changed my mind on that, not having a car for the last 4 months has been horrible.

If anyone would like to voice their opinions on that advert, I'd love to hear it and see another point of view on the advert. So please comment :)

Have a nice day